Sunday, April 10, 2011

No birthday this year

 Today is my birthday Lunar May 29, kind of like growing up, but also a kind of sentimental taste I do not know. Lonely day, mild acid mixed with some tears, sadness alone or resignation! ?
home less than a week to getting bored with summer vacation. Mother's nagging is not dictated to her sister, can not stop the trouble. Indeed the family will always stay at home feel tired, because I feel tired of it. Sleepless in deep when the always cranky, and why I always so lonely, did not care for, friends, and more is why I will not be actively looking for people just because of Afraid of hurting someone else, because I do not forgive inch tongue, aggressive; fear that I am annoying, because I always misunderstood the words of others; afraid of my kind of person who when I have ulterior motives. Leia! Tired ah!
childhood illnesses, to little Dali, because people do not do things I can do. Good strong heart, I constantly encourage myself: what people can do to you! This belief continues to grow with me. However, always feel something is missing. Stripped of the situation, I become indifferent; less friendship, I forget my true friends; less love, I'm lonely all no one cares about me. I am a good boy neighbor
eyes, eyes I was too self-willed parents, friends, I was too arrogant eyes, the eyes of my classmates noble lover's eyes I was actually proud! ! !
failed! Failed! I do what I like to do that I want to say, eat my favorite, I like the smell, and listen to my hobby. I bother anyone, I do it so the gap between it?
there who remember this time there is help my friend? My friends more than I loved more than, I told them a hundred times better than that of their loved ones, because I know that family is more rare precious but friends. But why when I am a lonely face, lonely and helpless cold bother it?
wanted to leave a few days, but do not know where good friends, so I went with my concern, no one will come to care about me, I love the people do not understand the loneliness of my heart, love My indifference to become a ghost in the height of summer heat coupled with the heart is angry, angry, and who will come to Rehuoshangshen touch me, some clear frustration also tells an embarrassing apology to understand words, the additional treasure Wang Jun Think OK!
impulsive moment there will be dash of the past. Out of the street, I am also human, need to be concerned about the need to respect the need to add luster to the friendship, but also need love!
Do not see your high, because I do not another job 175CM, not Yao high, so I'm not a star is not original, no need to make things difficult for yourself; Do not optimistic about their own, because I a lot of good, bad breath of their loved ones on their total did not eat the stomach is not good, not always provoke the anger of love, no need to fake good; Do not see your precious, because my whole body up and down in addition to expensive purse point, nothing expensive, no need to own extravagance; Do not own when the saints, because I always cry easily, then there is always the struggle to make themselves weak at heart.
Sometimes it also takes courage to cry, because I always cry precisely, should not cry. Very often in a trance, in fact, I think crying crying, crying loudly ZZZZZZZZZ, but it is crying unknown. Contradictory statements may read this diary will say me stupid, but you'll have this time, only you do not know. Mock, 1 minute you think!
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a minute ...




Is not that incredible
ah!? does not matter, because my diary over here, not even think of reading to read, will remember will recall, the forgotten will forget. Ha ha!! bye!!

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